Gosh, I saw the show last night, Victoria secret show. It was so stunning, glamour, and amazing. Even all those design only for bed purpose than everyday lingerie :p Spice girl opening act so excited. They look glamour and entertaining. The pink carpet, everybody dress up beautifully. William BEP sang ‘I’ve got it from my mama’ and off course Seal.

More than that, the angels, yes…gosh! The angels’ body is rocking. Even a lil bit intimidated. Name such as Giselle Bundchen, Adriana Lima, Heidi Klum (She has already give 2 times birth but still slender), Miranda Kerr, Tyra Banks, My favorite Selita Ebanks. Whatever they are really inspiring for me to working out more and never lazy to get up early morning and do the exercise. Then, do you belive angles? I think I am. Hahaha...

Hah! Air di Surabaya yang beberapa hari ini parah. Setelah saya sukses gatel-gatel, kini mr. DC sakit. Diem aja, nggak mau makan, mencret2. Ckk...cepet sembuh ya!

You've been away from me. I know that I will miss you. In fact, I've been missing you. I walked into my bedroom, staring at my desk, found out you were here. Everything made me remind you. I'm stood there wondering how am I going to get through. The morning kiss, The morning call, Laughing. Oh, how am I going to miss all of those?

I miss you..
Do you? Really?
Well, be glad to know that you miss me too.

And so I wish you the best of luck in this venture. You need to do this for your career. You have to do this. I want you to do this successfully. I hope everything is going to be alright. How many times I have told you that you make me proud?

When we laid on bed and did a phone call, talking about our future. No one knows what will happen. But that was a meaning moment, we share our dreams, our hopes, and our faith.

Remember, In front of the airport gate for one last time. Last words before you leave.I know that there are so many words around between the two of us. That confuses you. Confuses me. But I would like to keep it simple. And that is by just trusting you. Because we had gone through so much in such short time. Things are definitely complex, but it doesn't have to be that complicated.

Happy 3rd anniversary for you and me… Wishing God blessing our relationship till deaths do us part. Amin!

Haduh, serem banget. Kemarin dapet kabar dari akang kalo temannya ditusuk orang di jalan. Kita mikirnya preman, ternyata pelakunya masih anak SMA. Pelaku sudah ditangkap, dan kondisinya teman akang sudah stabil. Serem kan, fenomena apa pula ini. Di televisi diulas habis-habisan geng motor yang serem banget, yang bikin prihatin, pelakunya masih SMA. Benar adanya hidup di Indonesia nyaris sama seperti hidup di Siera Leon, cuma kurang budaknya saja dan pemerintahan yang main tembak.

Selain itu, ini jauhhhhh...lebih miris. Banyak banget 'orang yang kukenal' ditahan karena kasus korupsi. Yo oloh, you know...si Om2 itu cengengas-cenggenges seolah2 penjara itu bukan noktah merah dalam perjalanan hidupnya. Ya jangan heran kalau anak-anak ABG nggak takut, malu, atau malah welcome dengan kriminalitas, wong contohnya bapak-bapak mereka kayak gitu. Ada kalanya benar, jika anak dikasih makan barang haram, jadinya begitu. Ini cerita, tetanggaku, anggota DPRD, punya 3 anak....(amit2!) yang perempuan hamil dengan lelaki nggak jelas saking banyaknya yang membuahi (yang dinikahi orang jawa tulen, keluarnya anaknya putih dengan mata sipit), yang dua lagi kena narkoba, bahkan yang satu sudah meninggal OD. Seram kan? Gitu bapaknya masih kampanye gembar-gembor. Oalah! Semuanya lingkaran setan, yang tua-tua nggak tobat, yang muda tambah ga karu-karuan. Mudah-mudahan generasi muda jangan mau ikut-ikutan generasi tua. Udah bobrok, naehatin pula !_!

Aku sendiri, walau belum punya anak, tapi suatu saat akan jadi orang tua. Gimana kehidupan anak-anakku kelak, keamanan yang semakin sulit, tantangan dari televisi, lingkungan yang semakin banyak negatifnya daripada positifnya. Ada kepikiran pindah negara saja. Tapi mana ada negara yang aman sekarang? Yang ada kita waspada dan selalu berdoa pada Sang Pecipta.

Begitukan perasaan anda? Yang jelas, kita harus tetap positif thingking. ^_^

- Hugh Grant & Drew Barrymore -
I've been living with a shadow overhead

I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed

I've been lonely for so long Trapped in the past,

I just can't seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away

Just in case I ever need em again someday

I've been setting aside time

To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love

I can't make it through without a way back into love
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine

I've been searching but I just don't see the signs

I know that it's out there

There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light

Not just somebody just to get me through the night

I could use some direction

And I'm open to your suggestions
All I want to do is find a way back into love

I can't make it through without a way back into love

And if I open my heart again

I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real

Or if anybody feels the way I feel

I need inspiration, Not just another negotiation
All I want to do is find a way back into love

I can't make it through without a way back into love

And if I open my heart to you

I'm hoping you'll show me what to do

And if you help me to start again

You know that I'll be there for you in the end Way back into love

Iya, biar bisa berantem tiap hari sama akang. Adu mulut, dibumbui sumpah serapah kalo perlu! Jadi, banyak turbulensi dalam hubungan kami. And the first time we set eyes and decided to be with each other, would be like .. the beginning of our heaven and hell. And every minute that we spend together will be like a very bumpy rollercoaster ride. Bikin pusing, bikin marah, but adrenaline-rushing! saling men-stimulasi otak sehingga kita bisa mengasah otak, jiwa dan hati. Terus bisa tetep saling berfikir, yang terus akan membuat kita hidup dan keep each other happy plus statisfied all at the same time. Seru buanged... ^_^

Nih, beberapa foto yang aku ambil di pernikahannya Mike. Uhm, foto pengantinnya ga ada ya :p hehehe... agak gelap sih, habis pake kamera digital yang agak jadul =D Kalo bikin mual, udah...skip ajah.

Definately Me...